I was a sophomore in college when COVID-19 made its way to America. At first, I thought I was just getting two weeks off of school and I was pumped! I had no idea what this virus was or its impact. Soon everything became pretty chaotic, and we were being sent home from school. We had no idea when we were coming back, or if we were coming back. During this time, I was also diagnosed and prescribed medicine for severe anxiety, which made no sense to me at all. All of a sudden I am 20 years old, moved back in with my Mom, and it was considered "dangerous" for me to go to the grocery store. I felt so uneasy and unsure of my circumstances. Every day seemed the same and I was so confused why God would let something so awful happen to millions of people. I remember just being so angry at the world and myself I will never forget what my Mother said to me during this time, "Today was not even promised to us, but we were graciously given it."
"For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord."
Romans 8:38-39
"For in him we live and move and have our being. As some of your own poets have said, ‘We are his offspring."
Acts 17:28
It is so important to remember that each day is truly a gift. I will be the first to admit that I often take this for granted. The scripture above are verses I always go back to when I faced unforeseen circumstances. No matter what happens to me here during my time on Earth, that will never change the fact that I am deeply loved by God. Each morning I wake up is just another reminder that the Lord has more in store for me, that His mercies are new every morning! During times of confusion and uncertainty we can rely on the fact that we belong to Christ. He is not shocked by our circumstances. He will be the only One who can help us truly overcome those circumstances.
Though I don't have to think about COVID like I once did, I am faced with different circumstances in this season of life. I don't know the outcome, but I do know for a fact that I am seen, known, and deeply loved. I can face tomorrow because Jesus already has.
Prayer Points:
• Lord, help me to find rest in You and You alone.
• Lord, give me peace that goes beyond all understanding.
• Lord, I believe that You love and care for me.
• Lord, thank You for being kind and gracious to me.
• Lord, when I encounter times of uncertainty, help me to fully rely on You.
Heavenly Father,
Thank You for waking me up this morning. I trust that Your mercies are new every morning. Help me to not take today for granted. I know that You have something for me today. Open my ears and heart to what You have for me. When I face unforeseen circumstances, help me to fully rely on You and Your Word. You are the giver of life, and all good things. Thank You for being so gracious to me even when I do not deserve it.
In Jesus’ Name, Amen.
For His Glory,
Haley Thorpe
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